Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Poignant Regrets


Life is all about taking chances, but what if you've tried and realised that the outcome was not what it supposed it be.
So many things left undone and unspoken. If time could rewind, definitely I'll do anything to salvage everything. Yes, salvage me, us.
Why do human start learning to cherish once it's gone ?
A million whys struck in my head and who can enlighten me ? 
What exactly a human life needs ? And do we even know what exactly we want ?
We have dreams, but how many can actually pursue and fufill their dreams ?
If just a little more courageous, a little more determined, a little more decisive, probably could stand up once again and start afresh after a chaos. Easy to be said than to be done.
To love again, and to be loved. Count myself lucky, I'm blessed xx.
Given a choice again, it will still be you.

To be loved by one you know deserved so much better.
And if you consistently thinking that you don't, who else you deserved ?
If you don't open up yourself to better opinons, how do you know if there are better choices ?
The "wrong" one will helps to find you the "right" one. Just don't make the same mistake.
If you could love the "wrong" one this much, imagine how much you can love the "right" one and loving the "right" one, you'll definitely be so much happier because she'll love you as much as you does.
At least we have unforgetable memories, and it'll be kept.


  第十六天。阿嬤你在哪里?你过得好吗?有时还会想起你,想到你常常都会打电话给我,回家时看到你常坐的椅子但没看见你,心里真的很难受。多希望能再一次看见你帮我开门,在叫我带你去吃,陪你去买衣服。还是不能够相信你已经不在,但必须要接受事实上你已经离开了。去了一个你再也不用受苦的地方,能快快乐乐,自由自在。阿嬤,谢谢你抚养我19年。下一辈子,我也要当你的孙女,好好的孝敬你。